Disappointed

well
u guys make me feel disappointment
all of u r blind??!!
just keep on belief tat wat she said?!!
belief everything tat she talk bout me *kind of rubbish*
i dunno y she keep on said those bad things bout me *purposely ?* *r u?*
i dunno wat she want from me
but i'm just too tired to face her
i always belief tat u guys care bout me
love me
cheer me up when i'm down
help me to walk through those hardest part in my life
i'm really appreciate it
so i wanna love u guys more n more
i give everything tat i can give *i tried my best!!!*
but now??!!
wat i get??
quip,suspicion,backbite??!!!
just becoz of her ? *n few of the misguided?*
i'm just wanna let u guys noe tat i'm still me!!
i had done wat i can do
mayb most of tat can't reach ur's satisfaction *if really,i'm sorry n i'll work over n over again!!*
but i do my endeavor!! *i try my best!*
so if dun satisfy wif me
just let me noe!!!!!!!!
but not be a backstabber n keep on stabbed me behind!!!! *i hate it!!!*
just talk face to face n one to one!!!!!
***dun judge in the prob if u dunno anything!!!
i noe i'm not perfect
i'm always forget this or tat
but i swear i had try my best!!!!!!
i'm really really sad
just one of u belief me,stand by me when all of this happen
really thanks to stand by me n console me *love u* [u noe who u r]
n others
i dunno wat i can do to let u guys belief me
i dun wan to bag for u guys to trust me *anymore*
it's enough!!!!!



*finally..i blow out*